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1. |
Hate
03:59
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[Gm, A#, F, Am]
Take a piece out of my mind and realize that you've never heard me out
Take a hint out of my tone and force me into limbo again
Take a piece of who I am and understand
Please understand that none of this was a choice
You won't let me use my voice
Did all these years mean nothing to you?
Did my trust towards you not affect your view?
I hoped you would understand
But you couldn't withstand so you went against my plan
I'm so robotic around you
What secrets will you let out again?
I'm so robotic around you
What secrets will you let out again?
I hate my mirrors
I hate my windows
I hate my body
I'm so confused though
You want me to lean onto you
But you pushed me away when I've ever tried to
I want you to make up your mind for once
But you laugh in my face
Saying "who are you to judge?"
"You're just an idiot kid"
Life would be better if I fell off the grid
I'm a fake
I'm a fraud
Attention-seeking is the cause
You will wait
Wait it out
"It's a phase, cut it out"
I wanna scream
I wanna shout
I wanna blow my brains out
I wanna scream
I wanna shout
I wanna drown my mind right now
I'm a fake
I'm a fraud
Attention-seeking is the cause
You will wait
Wait it out
"It's a phase, cut it out"
I wanna scream
I wanna shout
I wanna blow my brains out
I wanna scream
I wanna shout
I wanna drown my mind right now
I hate my mirrors
I hate my windows
I hate my body
I'm so confused though
You want me to lean onto you
But you pushed me away when I've ever tried to
I want you to make up your mind for once
But you laugh in my face
Saying "who are you to judge?"
"You're just an idiot kid"
Life would be better if I fell off the grid
[Gm, C, F, A#]
Do you like what you see?
Do I scare you?
Do I frighten you?
I know there's blood on my hands
But I swear this wasn't my plan
Do you like what you see?
Do I scare you?
Do I frighten you?
I don't care what you say
I'll be myself
You can't get in my way
[Gm, A#, F, Am]
I hate my mirrors
I hate my windows
I hate my body
I'm so confused though
You want me to lean onto you
But you pushed me away when I've ever tried to
I want you to make up your mind for once
But you laugh in my face
Saying "who are you to judge?"
"You're just an idiot kid"
Life would be better if I fell off the grid
[Gm, C, F, A#]
Do you like what you see?
Do I scare you?
Do I frighten you?
I know there's blood on my hands
But I swear this wasn't my plan
Do you like what you see?
Do I scare you?
Do I frighten you?
I don't care what you say
I'll be myself
You can't get in my way
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2. |
Nosebleeds
02:16
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[C/G, E, F, Fm/C, C/G, E7, F, D7]
I swear I've done this a million times before
Who cares about the blood stains on the floor?
[F, G, E7, Am - D7]
It feels like every week, blood falls
Red liquid drawn across my walls
Haunting me of something that's out of my control
It feels like everyday, I fall
I lose my train of thought down these long-winded halls
I feel the blood falling again
[C/G, E, F, Fm/C, C/G, E7, F, D7]
Bleeding out onto the floor
What an outpour
How did I get here?
Was it really that severe?
Another day, another fear
I really want to disappear
Get out of my head
Stop giving me dread
Where do I see myself in a couple years?
Am I trapped in my mental cage?
Or did I wipe my tears?
Did I follow through or did I change myself?
Did I say "goodbye" or did I leave myself behind?
[F, G, E7, Am - D7]
It feels like every day, chemicals flood out my brain
It's burning up my insides
Melting my mind
It feels so addicting
But it's also so conflicting
I let it take my time, but it makes me lose my mind
[C/G, E, F, Fm/C, C/G, E7, F, D7]
Bleeding out onto the floor
What an outpour
How did I get here?
Was it really that severe?
Another day, another fear
I really want to disappear
Get out of my head
Stop giving me dread
Makes me lose my mind
I'm drowning in my blood
Now, I'm drowning in my blood
I guess I followed through
Guess I tested my luck
Who would I be if I held on a little longer?
Who would I know if I stayed a little stronger?
Blood
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3. |
Euphoric Dreams
03:10
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[G#m, C#, F#, B, G#m, C#, F#, D#m]
Oh, oh
I'm not afraid of you anymore
I'm wasting my time on things I should ignore
My mind's in the gutter
I'm feeling very cluttered
It's just a typical day
I'm so sick of losing my color
I'm so tired of venting to another peer like me
I've tried and I've tried to rediscover my wonder
[A#m]
It's just a typical day
[G#m, C#, F#, B, G#m, C#, F#, D#m]
I walk along the street
I start to envy everybody under dysphoric means
I miss my euphoric dreams
Where I look in the mirror
And see who I really wanna be
Miss my euphoric dreams
Miss my euphoric dreams
Under all dysphoric means
I'm stuck in this body
I miss my euphoric dreams
I don't know how those butterflies feel like
And yet I long for those feelings I don't feel
I don't want anyone and I don't feel anything relating to the loving thing
[A#m]
"You're broken," I hear you say
[G#m, C#, F#, B, G#m, C#, F#, D#m]
I walk along the street
I start to envy everybody under dysphoric means
I miss my euphoric dreams
Where I look in the mirror
And see who I really wanna be
Miss my euphoric dreams
Miss my euphoric dreams
Under all dysphoric means
I'm stuck in this body
I miss my euphoric dreams
Aren't you upset that you can't fall in love?
You're broken
I guess this avoids all the stress
You know you don't want it
You know you don't feel it
You'd rather stay lonely than force your feelings again
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4. |
It's All Too Intense
02:51
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[D#m, F#, C#, B, D#m, F#, B, Bm]
Hearing creaks under my bedframe
Used to it, it's a typical Tuesday
Catch my breath and hear the demons
Watch my death and give me three reasons
Why can't you hear my yells?
Everywhere I go, I'm dying right in front of you?
But who's cares?
I'm so bitter, according to you
What can I do?
I swear that cars will run me over sometime soon
And all my friends are out to get me
Everyone will disagree
I know that what I say isn't true
It's unjustified but I'm still mystified
I'm not doing fine
[D#m, C#, F#, B, D#m, C#, B, Bm]
But, it's never about me
And how I'm doing
My fears are in a physical form
Ghosts are waiting at my door
And now there's monsters in my closet
I think they're trying to kill me
It's all too intense and loud
I don't know if I'm lost or found
[D#m, F#, C#, B, D#m, F#, B, Bm]
Let me catch you up to speed
Let me tell you something
I'm tired
I can't leave my bed
I've disconnected
My mind feels neglected
It hasn't been this bad in a while
[D#m, C#, F#, B, D#m, C#, B, Bm]
But, it's never about me
And how I'm doing
My fears are in a physical form
Ghosts are waiting at my door
And now there's monsters in my closet
I think they're trying to kill me
It's all too intense and loud
I don't know if I'm lost or found
Hearing creaks under my bedframe
Used to it, it's a typical Tuesday
Catch my breath and hear the demons
Watch my death and give me three reasons
[D#m, F#, C#, B, D#m, F#, B, Bm]
But, it's never about me
And how I'm doing
My fears are in a physical form
Ghosts waiting at my door
[D#m, C#, F#, B, D#m, C#, B, Bm]
And now there's monsters in my closet
I think they're trying to kill me
It's all too intense and loud
I don't know if I'm lost or found
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5. |
Hear Me Now
03:34
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[Capo 2]
[C#m, A, G#m, B, C#m7, A, E, B]
He's so troubled
Trying to hold back the tears in his eyes
His mind has gone awry
He's so worried that today might be his last
He's been so harassed
The sun's coming up
Wipe your tears and get ready for the day
You don't wanna upset your mom or dad
Oh
[F#m, C#m, A, E - B]
Oh ooh
Oh ooh
Oh
You should hear me now
What I'm saying out loud
How can you be so proud?
Oh
You should've heard me today
You should've seen me going astray
Who am I supposed to portray?
[C#m7, A, E, B]
[C#m, A, G#m, B, C#m7, A, E, B]
She's locked herself away
Nervous when people say
"How are you today?"
She feels she's walking on a cloud or floating away
Her mind can't communicate
Her typical sadness overwhelms her hope and faith
She's falling apart in the corner of her room
Oh
[F#m, C#m, A, E - B]
Oh ooh
Oh ooh
Oh
You should hear me now
What I'm saying out loud
How can you be so proud?
Oh
You should've heard me today
You should've seen me going astray
Who am I supposed to portray?
[A, C#m, A, Am - C#m - B]
How are they supposed to reach out;
If reaching out is the thing they're petrified about?
It's like the world is ending as we speak
My body starts to heave
And my hands tremble in shame
Just a freak among this place
I don't wanna cry anymore
Tell me what I'm waiting for
[C#m7, A, E, B]
[F#m, C#m, A, E - B]
Oh
You should hear me now
What I'm saying out loud
How can you be so proud?
Oh
You should've heard me today
You should've seen me going astray
Who am I supposed to portray?
[C#m, A, G#m, B, C#m7, A, E, B]
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6. |
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Verse Chords:
C, E7, Fmaj7, D7 - G
Chorus Chords:
C, Em, Fmaj7, E7, C, Em, Fmaj7, G
[repeat]
lyrics
Paper-thin cuts on my fingers
What could possibly be your problem now
Tried to express myself, was ignored
I don't feel like a person anymore
Out of touch with myself
Damp towel on my shelf
I'm repeating myself so often
And I want something new on my mind
Before it all falls asleep in time
And I love it when you keep me up
When you say goodnight to me
You make me feel like I'm worth something
Wake me up when it's over
Stress
I don't wanna see
And I love it when you keep me up
When you say goodnight to me
You make me feel like I'm worth something
Wake me up when it's over
Stress
I don't wanna see
Stripped sheets on your mattress.
I've been waiting until you get home
Tried to call you on your cellphone
I don't know which way to go
What if I left you alone
Would you ever forgive me
Chewing sticks and stones
I guess that's out of my reach
Don't know if you love me
And I love it when you keep me up
When you say goodnight to me
You make me feel like I'm worth something
Wake me up when it's over
Stress
I don't wanna see
And I love it when you keep me up
When you say goodnight to me
You make me feel like I'm worth something
Wake me up when it's over
Stress
I don't wanna see
I should go to sleep
But I don't wanna miss a thing
Am I in your dreams
Do you think of me
We should go to bed
Cure the existential dread
I'll be in your dreams
Whenever you leave
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Est. 2021
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